I want to stay up till the morning light
Just like we did that amazing night
In each others arms we laid, and the sun
Shone on us until you were gone.
The next day came and you were there
My hand in yours, I knew then you cared
You whispered in my ear, I love you
But the only problem, you said that to her too
You picked me over her, for that Im glad
Even if it did make her so very sad
You meant everything to me, as always
You had through all those days
Me and you together forever, a dream
Me and you we were always a team
We wished it would come true
But now Im left in the deep dark blue.
Looking down on your grave
I can picture your face
Youre smiling at me crying
All you wanted was to destroy me
Well congratulations, round of applause
Look at me now, the mess I am
This has you written all over it
So heres your medal for succeeding
If anyone could have hurt me it was you
The one I love, the one I cherish,
The love I had is now to perish
Because you have torn me apart
The love I needed to keep me going
Gone for me, but still there for you
Ill love you till I die, because youre my life
Youre what kept me ticking through.
The pens in my hand
The words in my head
The pain in my heart
The love dead
Youre paralysed body
Youre unconscious mind
Youre non-beating heart
Youre dead
One person, one thing
A life that wasnt worth living
One heart, one love
Gone forever
Sit back and relax
It will be alright
Im here to help you
To save you
Talk to me
Open up, its ok
You can trust me
With your life
All those things
That make you, you
I want to know them
And say thank you
Because youre amazing
Youre perfect
You give me the hope
I need to carry on
So cry if you want
Or just sit and cuddle
Rain or shine
I want to be with you
Let your heart
Reach out to you
Listen to mine
I love you
You took me in your arms
Holding me tight
Never letting me go
You kissed my lips
And it was then
That my life made sense
I had a purpose
And you were it
You hold me together
Pick me up
And glue me back
Im tearing you down
Beating myself
Trying my hardest
To make you see
You deserve better
Then me
But still you hold
Tighter than before
Holding me close
And never letting go
Kissing my lips
Gently you ease
All the pain thats there
You take it away
You pick me up
Holding me together
You and me forever
Its what you whisper
It keeps me strong
Knowing that
You love me.
Sit back, relax, troubles all gone
That pleasure overwhelms you
The love in your arms, in your heart
Sit and gaze into the eyes of another
The soul of your true lover
The heart opened and let you in
Once was lost has now been found
The feelings of happiness seeping
Through your veins
Sailing through your body
Falling through time and space
Trying to be part of the human race
Twisting and turning
Slowly we end up burning
So whats the point in trying?
We know were fading
With each day flying by
No matter how hard you try
You try to hold on
But before you know its gone
The life you lived for
The people you die for
I want to stay up till the morning light
Just like we did that amazing night
In each others arms we laid, and the sun
Shone on us until you were gone.
The next day came and you were there
My hand in yours, I knew then you cared
You whispered in my ear, I love you
But the only problem, you said that to her too
You picked me over her, for that Im glad
Even if it did make her so very sad
You meant everything to me, as always
You had through all those days
Me and you together forever, a dream
Me and you we were always a team
We wished it would come true
But now Im left in the deep dark blue.
Looking down on your grave
I can picture your face
Youre smiling at me crying
All you wanted was to destroy me
Well congratulations, round of applause
Look at me now, the mess I am
This has you written all over it
So heres your medal for succeeding
If anyone could have hurt me it was you
The one I love, the one I cherish,
The love I had is now to perish
Because you have torn me apart
The love I needed to keep me going
Gone for me, but still there for you
Ill love you till I die, because youre my life
Youre what kept me ticking through.
The pens in my hand
The words in my head
The pain in my heart
The love dead
Youre paralysed body
Youre unconscious mind
Youre non-beating heart
Youre dead
One person, one thing
A life that wasnt worth living
One heart, one love
Gone forever
Sit back and relax
It will be alright
Im here to help you
To save you
Talk to me
Open up, its ok
You can trust me
With your life
All those things
That make you, you
I want to know them
And say thank you
Because youre amazing
Youre perfect
You give me the hope
I need to carry on
So cry if you want
Or just sit and cuddle
Rain or shine
I want to be with you
Let your heart
Reach out to you
Listen to mine
I love you
You took me in your arms
Holding me tight
Never letting me go
You kissed my lips
And it was then
That my life made sense
I had a purpose
And you were it
You hold me together
Pick me up
And glue me back
Im tearing you down
Beating myself
Trying my hardest
To make you see
You deserve better
Then me
But still you hold
Tighter than before
Holding me close
And never letting go
Kissing my lips
Gently you ease
All the pain thats there
You take it away
You pick me up
Holding me together
You and me forever
Its what you whisper
It keeps me strong
Knowing that
You love me.
Sit back, relax, troubles all gone
That pleasure overwhelms you
The love in your arms, in your heart
Sit and gaze into the eyes of another
The soul of your true lover
The heart opened and let you in
Once was lost has now been found
The feelings of happiness seeping
Through your veins
Sailing through your body
Falling through time and space
Trying to be part of the human race
Twisting and turning
Slowly we end up burning
So whats the point in trying?
We know were fading
With each day flying by
No matter how hard you try
You try to hold on
But before you know its gone
The life you lived for
The people you die for
For The Lost
I know you're crying alone tonight,
And my words don't really matter
You are feeling so lost inside,
Your whole world's been shattered
And the numbing pain of rejection,
Is creeping through you...
What do you do...
When love has abandoned,
Left you empty handed,
And all your emotions feel bruised?
I say to you:
It's better to have felt it,
And have it slip away,
Because then you will recognize it,
When it comes to you again
Love is a fickle thing,
And pain is what it sometimes brings
But the joy it can give to you,
Will make you feel renewed
I say to you:
Remember it for what it was,
And learn to live a
As light fades to dusk,
And midnight becomes dawn,
Your little girl has forgotten who she was.
The name she was given,
The hope in her heart,
Fading,
Like light fades to dark.
Your dreams for her,
Never right.
You never imagined the pain
Your perfect little girl wears on her sleeve.
Never imagined the scars she hid,
Of the hurt of never quite
Fitting in.
Of always wanting to make you proud,
But never being proud
Of herself.
Current Residence: my house Favourite genre of music: rock/metal/scremo/gothic/thrash metal Personal Quote: don't kill yourself as by doing so you're killing everyone who loves you!
Favourite Movies
save the last dance / step up 2
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Finch, Flyleaf, Secondhand Serenade, Breaking Benjamin
so after a stressful year, i just remembered that i have a deviant page :) i'm clever you see.
so i thought i'd update you all, update my arty work and everything else.
i did pass my theory and driving test :)
i did move colleges and start childcare
i did pass my AS levels
i didn't get my silver medals
i didn't pass my grd 7
i did have my operation on my jaw
i have found somewhere to move into this year
and i did have many great days with those people and many others
other things i did, find a bf and actually settle down into a longer relationship, been together 6months now and it's going good :)
i have a part time job in B&Q
and
so it's that time where one year comes to a close and within a second a new one starts.
but it's also that time where you sit and reflect on everything that happened last year, and what you hope to achieve (but u know probably wont) this year.
so last year it was actually one of my best years lately =]
February, July and November were the worst months but if i take them out, i'm still left with 9 months in which very little went wrong =]
august was one of the best months of my life ever! i saw ppl i hadn't in ages, spent time with those closest to me and just had so much fun, then september started college and as much as i'm like :S over